Feeling GREAT!!!

So as you can tell from my last post, November 13th was quite a busy and exhausting day.  Today however I feel wonderful.  I have my energy back and feel like celebrating! I am happy that Ayden is in the place he needs to be for the proper care.  I am going to have a shower this morning as well which I bet will feel wonderful.

They (being the hospital) also has me pumping every 3 hours right now. They want to try to give Ayden whatever it is that I can pump as there are lots of anti-bodies in breast milk. At first when I did it, kinda felt like a cow being milked…LOL…but now it is rather relaxing. I didn’t even mind getting up last night to pump even though I was so tired, as I knew that this is to help Ayden along.

I wish that I could leave the hospital today. I feel ready. I am not in any discomfort, my energy is back and I just want to get home. It’s nice to know that mark and I can visit Ayden whenever we want to though! My pulse this morning is down to about 105 beats per minute too, things are just looking up for us.

I am no longer liking this hospial bed/room. I want to be home and then come to visit our little baby boy.

Some people think that it’s going to be really hard when I am discharged as I have to leave the baby here, but you know, I don’t think so. I know that he is in the best care and that this is where he needs to be. He is so so so tiny and fragile right now. I would rather him be here and get the care then to go home and have a sick little boy!

No matter what happens, right now Mark and I are parents. We fought so hard to get here and not going to let anything take that feeling away!!!!